Close to a first

Girl O' Sea and myself have never really had a barney. There have been disagreements but never anything that didn't blow over very soon. Tonight we almost changed that with regards to wedding plans. Stupid stuff like where to put the table and what chips and dips to have. For fuck's sake! What a ridiculous thing to get worked up about. I am tired. Trying to do too much. Not getting enough sleep. This results in me being a grade A pain in the coit and leads to disagreements like this. The positive thing is that it didn't turn into a fight. We saw it coming and stopped. On this I hope to keep a clean sheet.